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You shocked me, when were you there? When were you watching me? How long were your eyes glued, before I noticed. It felt like an itch, on the psychic plane I turned with my pencil hanging out of my mouth, Like a girly girl. A little kid, bored in class. Caught. Caught by the shocking set on your bold face. You’re an Aries, aren’t you, Sir? With fashion sense, maybe gay. But not gay at all. But see, I can tell you’re searching. I recognized you. It took me a moment, but you’re in a band. Took me a retake, but I know your face. Popular. Fucked up. You like to drink, you like to party. You’re in the scene,

Career Paths Brita Estridge “Vey,” He kneeled on the ground in front of me. The moon was bright, and reflected off his dark curled locks of hair. His eyes were the warmest brown, looking up at me so full of hope. “Will you marry me?” It was then that I noticed the ring. A medium sized beautiful emerald glimmered at me from the black box he opened, framed by two smaller diamonds all mounted delicately on the silver band. I gaped. “Vey?” He whispered softly over the breeze. I jerked back to reality. “Yes, yes of course.” I almost laughed. He smiled and rose quietly, taking my hand and slipping the

On my hands and knees I gag out the emotion. Built up from thoughts and dreams, he said so much, so beautiful, so many things. The silence in the morning Muted snow falling, piling, building. Nothing but the occasional click of a heater. So I speak, to break the cold. In hopes that maybe, just maybe... And he bites, when I expected a smirk. But was it a bite? Or a sly wit? What was it? Just an idle morning-comment, but it stung. I've never been stung by a wasp, but I imagine They hurt like this. But the aftereffects, the allergic reaction. The heave of emotions out my throat, 'till I'm raw. 'Till my eyes burn from acid tears

I felt Lilith give me a kiss. She snuck it on the the breath of a breeze it's foolish to think her kiss means a thing She's Lilith, after all, the demon queen or the first Eve. Or the woman of all our dreams. She's in the mirror and winks at me. Her red hair matching my own. Not too bright. Not too dim. Just right, in the light. Her graceful fingers brush my hair with a laugh and the sigh of the wind sneaks over my breasts. I felt lilith give me a kiss. Blushing cheeks rose like a fire I'm not hers, after all, I'm his But her lingering laughter just mock me. She's no ones, nor should I ever be. She's in the mirror and blows a k

There’s a softness welling, dwelling Between us, like the air Between lovers, before a kiss. I can feel it as the sun rises, and warms It’s in your heart, still Cause our hearts were connected, And you didn’t sever I can still feel you, when I close my eyes It’s a dangerous thing, probing into you. Will I find you love someone else? Affection grows elsewhere, and I want you Come back, come back. I’m standing on my porch, screaming to the country The breeze wont speak to me, she’s mad at me But I don’t know what I did wrong. I keep sending messages in the breeze, but she ignores me She’s

The suppression begins with a bottle of dew Absorb the caffeine, and toss away those pesty beta blockers Who cares if your heart beats so fast, it threatens to explode? Next step is the lack of sleep - don’t forget, this is vital Slowly severing that connection to the world Some sort of conspiracy holding our bodies, minds, and souls together. Next is a stack of anime, or dramas. Chick flicks, action films, porn, et cetera. Truly, it’s up to your taste. Alternatively, or when you get bored, games work too. World of Warcraft works best of all- Then you still have interactions Faking your instinct into not feeling so